Yay! i managed to post my favourite drama here....Ivy thanks for ur advice the format is slightly different. first time i post video clips and could not see them...Youtube rocks me everywhere

after reading other blog on how they got deaf, they should be lucky that they were not deaf at the point of birth...whereas for me i was not lucky as them...two months after my birth, i got into fits and subsequelly, i got a high fever for a few days..it has to do with neuobrain....on that fateful day, my nanny who was my grandma as my mum was working was carrying me as i was having fits...she called my mum, my mum took me to GE Hospital ,my birth hospital but doctor there could not treated me and had me transferred to NUH where i was warded for a week....so up to today i still do not know whether i am born deaf or caused by the illness cos my grandma says this while caring for my youngest cousin who is 11 months now," Babies do not know sounds around them even the thunder until they are four months" she said this to me in chinese" This is too much a concidence" it was not only until i was two years, my mum realised that i could not talk....so my mum took me to NUH again..then from there they discovered that i was deaf..my mum of course was devestated and at that time she speaks chinese as she come from a big chinese specking family..i could remember vaguely i woke up to the irritating sounds..guess what the sound was ....it was my first hearing aids...up to today she could remembered the first word i said.. it is a simple word "bye" to my anut who is my godma..that time we were staying with godma as my parents could not afford a flat...." at first i did not know abt it (my high fever and fits) until iwas eight or nine ..she told me and brother because we kept pestering for bedtime stories(usually she tell us abt her life in msia before she came to spore)and my grandma hands was shaking badly after that" in my thought aloud to you..

when i was young i always fall down from stairs outside my old house(if u want to know ask ivy)so i got a lot botoks*(i can pronoun but do not to put it in written forms)...there again it concern my brain...as a result i always suffer severe giddness where i cant walk (or else i knock myself into the wall)which i didnt..why i cant get rid of giddness i dunt want to suffer for the rest of my life

today i got 2.4km run and my right leg is screaming in pain from the time i come back to now.....got eng tution now feeling so tired

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